MY LOOKS

WISH I WAS BEAUTIFUL

I woke up feeling ugly …..went and look in the mirror and hated the reflection that look back at me ......I can name a thousand things thats wrong with me …..my eyes too bigs, my nose to small, my lips look dumb on my face, my teeth too big ...yes I can find something

 wrong with my teeth ….my butt to big ...well scratch that my husband love my ass …...my thighs to big, my breast droop too much ….my stomach as a small pouch …..I can go on and on …...just hate the reflection that look back at me …..I have people who tell me im beautiful all the time …...I wonder what the hell they see that I don't see......I think I cried for about an hour complaining to god why would he give me those look …..at some point I dose off …...when I woke up ...I though what can I do to get myself out of this funk.....I got off the bed and look in the mirror and  remind myself that god has made me in is own image ......and god don't make any mistakes

 .......i decided that all my flaws is what god has gave me ....as long as I'm a good person I shouldn't worry about my looks I was being ungrateful.....there people who fighting cancer, fighting a deadly disease, and dealing with much more that I am and I crying about my looks I felt ashamed at that time .....so I look into the mirror and told myself girl your a bad bitch ….and I answer myself yes smiling hard in the mirror......im gonna make sure I'm inside is beautiful and it would illuminated on the outside 

Let's talk about my outfit:

Hair: Stealthic Purity (B&W) 300L 

Outfit : Sandalize Hustle: Jacket 288L and bottoms 288L 

tuneage : Unpretty by TLC:  https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=beautiful+tlc&&view=detail&mid=9A48B26986D606A1CC849A48B26986D606A1CC84&&FORM=VRDGAR

TO FLY HIGH

THE FRIENDLY SKIES 

Ok so  you know that  I quit my last job...So its was back to the drawing board......i still needed a part time job so I went down to the unemployment office …..went through their files and saw a position for a stewardess …...the position was at sl airline …...I thought hell I can fly for free, travel all over the world and get paid for it....cool.. its the  ideal job right?...right ….I applied for the job and got the interview ….now in the interview the man told me to stand up and bend over which I thought was weird but I did it anyway ...then he told me I had the job..though he's not slick ….he  just wanted to check out my ass  .. why else would he keep  having me bending as he drop those dam pencils but whatever….. but I was excited it didn't matter that I had to pick up a pencil a thousand time sick pervert..i had the job …..I trained for 3 wks and then they gave me my uniform and my schedule for the next month  ….the job was going well …..i work there for about a month without any incidents ….well everyone knows you can fly your friend on the buddy pass so i invited my best friend on a trip to Cabo since I had a couple of days off.....we can have fun in the sun and spend girlfriend time together…...well I just sat down for a min ….next thing I know we was both asleep …..I dam near slept the whole dam flight ….my  best friend  woke up at some point said I was sleeping so peacefully  she didn't want to disturb me …...really bitch I'm at work not home I just look at her crazy ass  ………..needless to say I got in trouble …..got suspended for a 3 days to think about my actions . ….well I did just that I thought about my action all over Cabo ….while out on the beach ….I  had a ball in Cabo....I order wine on the plane ride back cause I was still thinking about my

actions  well that next week when I got my paycheck they took the price of the wine out of my paycheck ...didn't they tell me to think about my actions …..Wine help me think …..the wine was work related ….sucking my teeth but anyway …..cant wait till my suspension was over.....what I learn ….next time have your bestie take another flight...….did u think I wasn't gonna invite her again …….
{let's talk about my outfit …..in the first picture the outfit......its was on marketplace …..airline stewardess 15oL the outfit came with shirt and skirt and boots 
my hair from Mina …...Sigrid in black for 300L 
the second outfit in the lower pictures: got it at the Saturday sale …..both the top and pants are from Vagrant.....the scarlett top and sleeves in white 75l  and the Jenna Jeans in soft pink was also 75L  hair from Stealthic-Purity in (B&W) 325L}

Ghost busting

MY NEW PART TIME JOB 

Recently I've been having a lot of extra time on my hand so my hubby suggest that I get a part-time job ….. reading the newpaper I saw an ad in the jobs section  ….they had several positions I was qualified  for but I saw one that peak my interests...…the ad said  "Ghost buster needed/ will train the only requirement is u cant be scared of ghost" …..well that perfect cause I aint afraid of no ghost ……….so I applied I didn't even have to fill out an application  ...they just gave me this heavy ass backpack and

 this ugly uniform and told me to show up for training the next day that should have been my 1st indication that was some bullshit with the job......the next day I had training …..training was easy ….simple u see a ghost u point the backpack  thingy to the ghost and it suck them up in the backpack take it to the center and they get rid of it for me cool I can do that ……..well they sent me on my 1st mission when I drove up to this house it look like the house out of Amityville horror ….real talk I didn't want to get out of

the car ….I call them back and ask are you sure you sent me to the right house …….they check and double check ……….they said the house only had 3 ghost to get rid off....…just 3 ghost cool easy peasy I told myself so I finally got the courage and went inside …… walking around all kind of creepy shit was happening.... 1st it like 8am in the morning and the house was dark like it was midnight ...why the hell its so dark when it's sunny outside but it was dark as hell in that house do ghost pay bills just wondering  but back to my story  ….felt like someone kept touching me and one bitch kept whispering shit in my ear and most important they had more than 3 ghost they was at was all over the house just chilling ...but the requirements was 3 so 3 it is …….every time I heard a noise I pull out the backpack …..I think I sucked up  4 by mistake laughing but  that 5th ghost omg that bitch was on something …….is there a such thang as a crack head ghost …….can ghost do crack cause I hit the bitch with the backpack and she just look at me …..hell fuck this I'm outta here …..I haul ass …...I call them and told them

to come get their shit ...they said I can come pick up my paycheck and said they decided to pay me ...what u mean decided...they got an extra ghost out of it

ok lets talk about my outfits

1st picture ….

Outfit: Vinyl -candy beach tee and strange sweatpants

Hair: Phoenix - Alexa hair-grayslace

second outfit …

[u] Buster Ghosthunting jumpsuit and proto pack 

250L  this come with shoes 

Hair: Phoenix-Alexa Hair again 

….they better pay me for dealing with that bitch she had my pressure up  ….ok let try something else

https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=ghost+buster+with+bobby+brown&qs=n&sp=-1&pq=ghost+buster+with+bobby+brown&sc=1-29&sk=&cvid=3F976FA5512B4E909812F623526E9F03&ru=%2fsearch%3fq%3dghost%2520buster%2520with%2520bobby%2520brown%26qs%3dn%26form%3dQBVDMH%26sp%3d-1%26pq%3dghost%2520buster%2520with%2520bobby%2520brown%26sc%3d1-29%26sk%3d%26cvid%3d3F976FA5512B4E909812F623526E9F03&view=detail&mmscn=vwrc&mid=02A2D45F4E788B701F4E02A2D45F4E788B701F4E&FORM=WRVORC

Bad Girl Vibe

DEFINITION OF A BAD GIRL 

I'm often ask if I'm a bad girl ......i would denied it .......then i sat down and thought about what's the definition of a bad girl ........and it hit me yes I'm a bad girl ......if I live by my own rules that yes I'm a bad girl ....if i run my business like a bad bitch ....than yes I'm a bad girl .......if I mean making my own money and handle my business does then yes im a bad girl ....so this is for those bad girl ...stand up and own up to being a bad girl 

Lets talk about my outfit 

Elegance Boutique .......Lingeries "Megan" Pastel  for 99L was really cheap and as you can see it cute so make sure you go pick it up 

Hair: Phoenix Hair...…………………...Alexa Hair in black 

https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=usher+i+want+a+bad+girl&&view=detail&mid=927B083789D87B07D8B5927B083789D87B07D8B5&&FORM=VRDGAR&ru=%2Fvideos%2Fsearch%3Fq%3Dusher%2520i%2520want%2520a%2520bad%2520girl%26qs%3Dn%26form%3DQBVDMH%26sp%3D-1%26pq%3Dusher%2520i%2520want%2520a%2520bad%2520girl%26sc%3D0-23%26sk%3D%26cvid%3DDEEDC1B50A3946369BEB37735EB7033A